Too scared to leap?
But don't you bat an eyelid.
Take my chances. Sure I did.
When I read the manual sitting beside you.
Just knowing that we might,
had my heart racing.
Rehearsed the routine a million times in my head.
Stopping just short of going in for the kiss.
Can't plan my moves,
sitting on the fence any longer.
Don't need excuses.
No pleas of safety for a fragile heart.
I only want a boy,
willing to go bungee jumping with me.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
The Happy Year is closing in....
Driving back home with gtanli last night i summarized the year for me in a rather peculiar way.She asked me how I was doing and I "fine!(then after a long pause) ..thank god i resolved to be happy THIS year.Otherwise I would have died."
Having a history of making everything dramatic, obsessing over failures and possibilities; this year should have killed me.But this year i had sworn to myself that I will not contemplate, mull over and over analyze things.I decided to have blind faith in the fact that there will be a way out, i just needed to keep walking .
Both pain and strength lie within you, but dark times prevent you from seeing the road out.
Witnessed prolonged, grave illness in the family,lost two very dear people in my life,my equation with my best friend changed forever.love was found and lost.began living in Delhi again.
My list of pros also begins with.....
began living in delhi again.we were all together as a family many times.learnt some great things of patience, love and duty. Learnt self control.Gave up something-anything for the first time.Went on a awesome trip, with an awesome person.Learnt that i will always love some people, anyway(bff).Made new friends and bonded better with old ones.Rediscovered and rejuvenated.Found a field of law I actually enjoyed.Inspired to start afresh....
It was like going from sakshi to sakko to saeko-paeko and coming back to me, finally in 2009.The journey has been fascinating and endearing.I want to thank all the people i met, loved , hated, became friends with,chilled with because they made me see what i was and what i could be.Esp- jai maharashtra!where the dumps were like gorges and the peaks went up straight to space.
Having a history of making everything dramatic, obsessing over failures and possibilities; this year should have killed me.But this year i had sworn to myself that I will not contemplate, mull over and over analyze things.I decided to have blind faith in the fact that there will be a way out, i just needed to keep walking .
Both pain and strength lie within you, but dark times prevent you from seeing the road out.
Witnessed prolonged, grave illness in the family,lost two very dear people in my life,my equation with my best friend changed forever.love was found and lost.began living in Delhi again.
My list of pros also begins with.....
began living in delhi again.we were all together as a family many times.learnt some great things of patience, love and duty. Learnt self control.Gave up something-anything for the first time.Went on a awesome trip, with an awesome person.Learnt that i will always love some people, anyway(bff).Made new friends and bonded better with old ones.Rediscovered and rejuvenated.Found a field of law I actually enjoyed.Inspired to start afresh....
It was like going from sakshi to sakko to saeko-paeko and coming back to me, finally in 2009.The journey has been fascinating and endearing.I want to thank all the people i met, loved , hated, became friends with,chilled with because they made me see what i was and what i could be.Esp- jai maharashtra!where the dumps were like gorges and the peaks went up straight to space.
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